By day: Wannabe be programmer - I love to automate everything. That feeling when you know you will not do something repetitively is priceless.
My thinking - everyone else is better then me so I need to study more. I dont consider myself a programmer even though I have a job as a programmer. (I am a bad programmer who does only procedural and functional programming - hopefully one day I will understand OOP :) but for now there was no reason learning it)
Also for me programming means = Get the fucking job done no matter what language you use or how you do it. If it works, congratulations.