Dunno anymore, I just do stuff... Sometimes it works, sometimes it don't. Sometimes I feel like a genius, mostly not. Mostly just frustration, but that's a part of the game. The frustration pushes me to achieve that moment when a lightbulb lights up in my brain and I think everyone sucks and I'm a genius, but no one is longer awake and I can't rub it in someone's face, because I should probably have gone to bed 2 hours ago.